To: Someone Out There

So touched by er jie n xiao mei la.... aiyo... sorry i didn;t prepare anytink cos i nv once tt we're gg to be separated...

i believe n our frenzship... i strongly believe u guys too...

i wan to use dis entry to express my thots on the recent events cos i realli hate undefined things... i dun lyk the wae some frenzship end w/o a definite reason... sorry to er jie n xiao mei... i noe they wouldn't wan me to post dis about her but i reali to get tinks off my chest n let her noe how i feel ...

To the someone out there, i tink u noe veri well hu u r:

Do u still rmb the fun times we had together frm year 1?
Do u stil rmb telling us bout ur prob with ur bf?
Do u stil rmb the lunches and dinners we went for together?
Do u stil rmb our crazy name calling times when we created nicknames for each other?
Do u still rmb the hilarious times in lab?
Do u still even rmb us?

U obviously forgot everytink, or mayb those didn't matter to u...
3 years, it shock me how we got enstrangled so easily
It shocks me even more how u treat us...

Yes, we started the ignoring, but a person can onli take so much...
Ask urself dis, how many times did we tap card for u...?
How many times did u alert us that u r not coming for lessons?
How many times have we ans ur academical qns?
How many times hav we let u get awae with all ur excuses?
How much hav u contribute to our icas, especially for last few icas?
How many times hav i let u raise ur voice at me or give me bad attitude w/o clashing w u...

Do u honestly dare to sae, u hav contributed to the last few icas?
Regardless, we hav nv thot of marking u down...
The thot didn't even cross our minds...
Thou we were unhappy n bitter bout it...

Keeping quiet does not mean ignorance...
Truth is, we noe bout the excuses, we juz didn't want to jeopardise the frenzship...
U were alwaes the one hu reveals the least personal info, juz lyk how u so not understand me...
I alwaes thot u are mayb insecure or sometink so i give in to u most of the times...
I was afraid to hav offended u thru my mindless speech...
I'm not being meek, I juz wan to treasure the frenzship...

I love the babes, they taught me so much about frenzship
I've nv had frenz/ sisters like dem, u too...
I rmb how we would tok on the hp during my work breaks or when 're waiting for someone...
We had laughter and all...
What happened to those?

We've been thru so much, it's amazing how we landed in dis state...
It's even more amazing ur choice of frenz now...
U noe her as well as we do

Yest was the last straw...
Pretend lyk nth happen, lyk u're not even part of our sub-group...
Not even ur handwriting in the msg column...
A picture tells a hundred words, a photograph more so...
The frenzship dat was once in the old pics were now gone...

I wrote all dis not to humilate u or wadever it is...
I merely wanted to forget all the unhappiness that were associated with u
This is the best wae, to trash things out...
And then bury the hachet in my heart and moved on
I dun hav a blog, here it is...
If u stil tink I'm shooting u and wan to shoot back,
By all means...
I juz wan a peace of mind...

Stop running awae frm dis prob
It will nv b a prob again...
Let all of us move on and nv tread onto each other's path again.
I cannot face u n behave lyk nth has happened...

A broken mirror can nv go bck to its original state...
Neither can our frenzship...